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[opheliac]

ure too cute to annoy me. and im nowhere near like vi who is miss popular w/ a million goody goody friends.

i have plenty of room for u, dont worry with that pretty face of urs. thats how u get wrinkles u know.

[tealeafs]

my face is not all that pretty

[ Oh, gosh.

How does she properly express the strength of this statement. What was she told to use again in these situations-- ]

!

!!

!!!!!!!!!!

[ Nailed it. She is becoming a texting genius just yet. ]

but as long as you are sure
i would love to come over whenever
maybe i could bring something to eat too if it is not during some pressing dangerous time

[opheliac]

i spent a lot of times doing stake outs back home. having to ppl watch b/c i have to.
but w/ u?
i got to be careful.
b/c looking at u, i get rly lost and distracted.

( oh she is giggling madly over the texts she sent. and jinx can't wait to know what her reaction to THAT is. it's going to be so lovely to read. )

id love that!
we can have some girl talk. brush each others hair. give out beauty tips. just normal girl things.
and ill keep my hands to myself too. pinky promise.

[tealeafs]

i think it will be hard to both keep your hands to yourself and brush my hair though
you need hands to hold brushes after all

[ .. thanks for pointing out the obvious, Chizuru. She's not being pedantic here, though, she just.. figures that maybe it slipped Jinx' mind for a moment! Clearly. Obviously. ]

so you can put your hands near me
or on me if you have to
after all i trust you miss jinx so i am sure it will be fine

though i am really not sure how i distract you at all
is it something i do
?
i can stop doing it if that is the case
i would never want to make things more difficult for you

[ Apparently half of Jinx' text just went straight over Chizuru's head, huh. Between the hands thing and the 'get lost and distracted' part.. Chizuru is just too pure and genuine to think about it any other way. ]

[opheliac]

( oh. if jinx was really diabolical. but luckily for chizuru, jinx has a heart despite being a mass murder. strange how a person can have both things. and it possibly why people tend to be split when it comes to jinx. she is a monster but on another hand, she can be kind, too. )

u rly dont know what flirting is do u?

[tealeafs]

[ . . . . . .

Hang on. There's not a super long delay before the next text arrives, but there's definitely a small one, like Chizuru had to suddenly think about something.. or realise something.

Or just reread that last text once more. ]

were you flirting with me

[opheliac]

since we've met. and now the cat is out of the bag, ill have to come up w/ more subtle way to mess w/ u.

[tealeafs]

wait
why were you flirting with me

[ There's a small pause. Maybe Chizuru is thinking about it, because she kind of realises Jinx is already giving away the reason in the rest of what she says, right..?

But maybe she doesn't want to think about that. ]

just to mess with me
?

[ To put it in Jinx's own words. ]

[opheliac]

i like the way you blush and get embarrassed. its cute. ure cute. just wanted to see it more.

[tealeafs]

i am not cute
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also i think everyone would react like that if you told them things like that
i cannot be unique in that
it is all just very flustering to hear

[opheliac]

then i guess ill have to keep calling u cute until u accept my compliment.
im up for the challenge.
i have nothing but time here.

[tealeafs]

if i am allowed to ask as much
then i would like to ask why it is so important for me to accept it

[opheliac]

b/c i dont lie. i hate liars and when i say smth, its the truth. no matter how harsh it is.

ppl will lie about anything and to anyone as long it benefits them.

im not like them. im different. always been. so when i say ure cute, i mean it. and smth u shouldnt take too lightly.

[tealeafs]

[ There's a few moments of nothing. Maybe it might even seem like Chizuru gave up on the idea of replying at all, but that's definitely not what's going on here.

No, instead the girl is staring at this text for a long, long time, trying to figure out the proper response to it - but then she does write something and sends it. ]

alright
i think i understand

in that case i promise i will endeavour to think of myself as cute
i am not sure if i will be able to do it right away since it is a little hard for me
but if it is so important to you then i will do my absolute best miss jinx
i promise

[ MAYBE.. A LITTLE TOO FORMAL.. But look, she took Jinx's text extremely seriously, okay, and Chizuru can't ever ignore another person's feelings. So if this is important to Jinx - then she'll make it important to herself as well. ]

[opheliac]

ure a goof, ru.

whats important is that u having confidence in urself. which is what im trying to work u towards. i use to not believe in myself and ( ... ) i was the worst w/ everything. none of my shit worked and i thought i was just in a way of things.

and weak.

pathetic.

and worthless.

but then i got tired of feeling like that. i wanted to prove to everyone that i can be tough, fearful, and good at every lil thing that i do. so. i worked hard and believed in myself.

now here i am! several years and kicking ass later.

so u thinking ure not attractive or maybe less than everyone else in whatev u think about urself in, ure wrong.

i know and can read ppl. i kinda had to w/ the line of work i use to do. ure a good egg, girlie. and this is probably the last time u'll hear me get gross and sappy. so u better save this message!!

[tealeafs]

[ .. Chizuru definitely spends a moment thinking about whether or not that message is truly that gross or sappy..

But then she does realise that's not really the point, instead thinking about everything else mentioned here. Mulling it over, chewing her lower lip as she's thinking, considering she wants to give a serious answer.

And an honest answer. If Jinx doesn't want her to lie, then Chizuru will do her best to be honest. ]

i do not think i am worthless
yes i know there are many things in which i cannot compare to other people
but there are one or two things i can do right

[ Look, it's.. not a great sense of self worth, but it's a beginning, right? She's trying. ]

i do not think something like a worthless person exists in this world
or any world out there
you have always had worth miss jinx
as do i
i do not think i need to find myself attractive to realise i have some worth
i mean not everyone out there can be attractive
probably

1/2

[opheliac]

( ... )

2/2

[opheliac]

thnx for thinking that about me.
rly. its nice to read that.

and idk. i think the enforcer girl is the most ugliest thing that ever walked in runeterra.

( gawd lee, jinx. )

but vis got a thing for her. probably a spell or smth.

[tealeafs]

miss vi likes
an enforcer girl
?

[ Whoever that may be. Someone from their world, Chizuru assumes, just going by the other's wording. ]

is that the person she was running off to now

[opheliac]

no. she is running off... idk who. some person in trench.

[tealeafs]

wait
so she likes one person
but she is running off to someone else

[ ...

This is slowly being processed by Chizuru's innocent brain, give her a moment. ]

is that not a little sad for the other person she liked in the first place
or is miss vi that lonely
i mean she has you here so i cannot imagine that she could be lonely

[opheliac]

RIGHT?!
or shes THAT horny that she cant handle the prob herself.
she just NEEDS to have another person to do that stuff w/.

and says its just a one time thing but i just dont believe her.
she'll have the urge to do it again and again and again.
and THEN that will be her whole thing w/ this whoever.
sneaking off to do all sorts of stuff, secrets will happen again, and that person will be her entire world.

[tealeafs]

is that what happened back home too

[ There has to be a little more behind this, after all. Jinx surely wouldn't think this for no reason, right? And past experience is the easiest reason to guess at.

Usually Chizuru wouldn't want to pry like this, but.. it's good to talk about things, right? And maybe Jinx will at least feel comfortable talking to her about it. ]

with miss vi and the enforcer person
did they just leave you all by yourself

[ It's hard to imagine, given what Chizuru knows Vi to be like. ]

[opheliac]

she left me when i was a kid.
and then when we found each other
she replaced me w/ the enforcer girl.

shes not here in trench but i know the moment she steps foot on that beach, vi will ditch me.

[tealeafs]

[ .. it's so strange, the idea of Vi abandoning Jinx. Not that Chizuru is doubting Jinx's words here, but.. it seems like Vi cares so much about her sister, from what Chizuru herself can see. Why would she ever leave her alone then, let alone when they were so young..?

It feels like the sort of thing that'd be rude to ask either of them about, so Chizuru doesn't, but she sure is incredibly confused about it. ]

i am so sorry miss jinx
i cannot imagine miss vi ditching you as you call it
at least not now
but i do not want to disregard your feelings
you know the situation better than i do after all

if it does end up happening i could talk to miss vi for you if you want
she does seem to care for you a lot from what i can see
so maybe she just does not realise that she would be hurting you
if she did then i am sure she would not hurt you in the first place
so maybe if someone points it out to her she would realise it and then make sure to spend time with you too and then everything would be alright would it not